Sylvie Laufeydottir (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
the_variant) wrote2021-10-23 02:13 pm
the_variant) wrote2021-10-23 02:13 pm
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Two long months into her time in Darrow and Sylvie hasn't found this place to be any less frustratingly boring than it had appeared on her first day. She can't figure out how to leave and, as much as it pains her to admit even to herself, Loki had been right to question where she would go. Where they would go now, she supposes, because she can't imagine leaving him behind.
And where would they go? Back to the TVA, she has to assume, even though they haven't really spoken of it any further. She isn't sure she wants to speak of it. She isn't sure what she wants at all, which is unsettling enough after so long of wanting nothing more than revenge. Without it, she's at a loss, adrift in this stupid little city with its rules and its borders keeping her here.
Now, though, she's slightly less inclined to leave. Unless they were to go together. Which is one more thing she leaves unsaid between them. Eventually, she has to assume he's going to grow tired of her not saying what she means and Sylvie likes to think she's prepared for that, but ever since meeting Loki, she hasn't truly been prepared for much of anything he brought into her life.
Which is why she so often finds herself here, in the haunted building to which he's been assigned. He may not even be here, but she takes the creaking elevator up to his floor, then leans against the doorframe of his apartment and drums her fingers on the door.
"Open up," she calls. "Before I get bored and leave."
And where would they go? Back to the TVA, she has to assume, even though they haven't really spoken of it any further. She isn't sure she wants to speak of it. She isn't sure what she wants at all, which is unsettling enough after so long of wanting nothing more than revenge. Without it, she's at a loss, adrift in this stupid little city with its rules and its borders keeping her here.
Now, though, she's slightly less inclined to leave. Unless they were to go together. Which is one more thing she leaves unsaid between them. Eventually, she has to assume he's going to grow tired of her not saying what she means and Sylvie likes to think she's prepared for that, but ever since meeting Loki, she hasn't truly been prepared for much of anything he brought into her life.
Which is why she so often finds herself here, in the haunted building to which he's been assigned. He may not even be here, but she takes the creaking elevator up to his floor, then leans against the doorframe of his apartment and drums her fingers on the door.
"Open up," she calls. "Before I get bored and leave."