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Sylvie Laufeydottir ([personal profile] the_variant) wrote2021-09-13 07:33 pm

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While Sylvie has given up trying to find a source of power for the TemPad, she hasn't given up trying to get out of this place. Everyone tells her it's impossible, but she has to believe they just aren't smart enough to manage it, that they've become complacent, comfortable, and don't bother trying. She isn't going to stop, though. She can't stop. The rest of these people don't understand just how important it is that she get back to the TVA.

Her current plan, besides anything she might be able to manage with Walter's help, is to find a thin spot in Darrow. They have to exist. If she can find one, she'll be able to leave, slip between worlds, find herself a proper source of power for the TemPad she has tucked in her jacket, and make the bloody thing work again so she can have some hope of undoing what she's done in the first place.

Although, no multiversal war has come to Darrow just yet, which she has to assume is a good thing.

Still, she's trying. Dressed in a pair of stretchy black jeans, black boots, and a deep green shirt beneath her black jacket, Sylvie has traced a source of power to downtown Darrow and realized a little too late that she's sensing some other powered person in this place rather than something that can actually help her get out of here.

Too late because she's inside a dance club. Too late because she's already in the crowd, the music pumping, bass pounding, drunken idiots stumbling around, feeling each other up in dark corners and on the dance floor. Some big guy is nearly humping some poor girl who looks like she's barely able to stand and Sylvie steps hard on his foot and puts herself between them, then shuffles the girl back off toward her friends. This isn't why she's here. She isn't some do-gooder hero like Loki tries to believe himself to be. She needs to get out.

The big guy looks confused, but simply turns to find someone else to dance with. Which is when he sidles up next to Sylvie. He's smaller than the other man, his hair is dark, pushed back from his face, which is pale, with sharp angles, hollowed cheekbones, and for just a second Sylvie's heart skips in her chest.

But then the features resolve. Become someone else. Attractive enough, but not the man she was hoping for in that moment. Her gaze flicks over him, unimpressed, and then she pushes past.

"Hey, wait," he says, grabbing her wrist. "That was really cool of you, helping that girl."

"Let go of me," Sylvie says, wrenching her wrist from his grasp. He backs off a few steps, holding his hands up, then disappears into the crowd. And that's when someone grabs her from behind. Big hands on her hips, a warm body pressed against her back. It's all under the guise of dancing, but Sylvie's not an idiot, and she can feel every bit of the intention in the move. Without thinking, she throws an elbow back and it slams hard into a man's nose. Then she turns and a green blast of energy flies from her hand to his chest, plowing him back through the crowd on the dance floor.

A few people protest, but even then, almost no one has even noticed what's happened.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
It’s a hungry kiss, and that’s good. Bucky doesn’t know if he has the capacity within him to be gentle, not right now. Not this time.

He laughs breathlessly at her demand, only because he was about to say the same. It’s then that he realizes just how much his distrust of others held him back in New York. He scrolled through the apps, found willing partners, but he could never go through with it. Too many what ifs.

What if they knew who he really was? What if they held a grudge?

But hardly anyone here knows who he was, or what he did. Sylvie has no reason to harbor resentment toward him, that he knows of at least, and if she wanted to hurt him, there would be easier ways to do it.

She doesn’t seem the type to kill for fun, and Bucky has no plans to try and stand in her way.

“Fine,” he says before giving her another biting kiss, nipping lightly at her bottom lip before taking her hand and leading her away from the brick wall, extending his hand up to hail a cab. “But I want to get there fast.”
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
When she takes his prosthetic hand between her own, it surprises Bucky a little. No one has ever touched it with any sort of intimacy, and he’s surprised to feel a tiny shiver of pleasure as her fingertip taps at the inside of his hand.

“Yeah, Shuri’s incredible,” Bucky says a bit dazedly, staring down at their hands as he curls his fingers experimentally. “Uh, a little. Enough to know how hard I need to grip or pull. Comes in handy in a fight.”

Because that’s all he used it for, really. But he is aware of sensations, vaguely. He isn’t sure how it works, but he can feel the difference between hold and cold, between rough concrete and a dog’s fur. And now this, fingers tapping delicately at his palm.

Yeah, Shuri is amazing. He feels the need to thank her all over again.

“I haven’t—- not since.” He curls his metal fingers over her hand instead of finishing the sentence, and perhaps to prove to them both that there isn’t anything to worry about when it comes to his hand. Yes, he could lift a car with it and his serum-enhanced strength combined, but he knows how to be gentle with it if he needs. He can touch a flower without bruising the petals, and he can do the same to a woman.

Almost out curiosity more than anything else, Bucky pulls his hand away to rest it against the inside of Sylvie’s thigh, slowly dragging it up and down and feeling the heat of her through the metal, which must feel cool to her, far cooler than a human hand.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylvie’s boldness shouldn’t surprise him, given what he’s come to know about her, but he still feels a bit of a shock when she drags his hand up between her legs right there in the back of the cab. For a moment, it makes Bucky feel like a teenager again, bright eyed and excited by the barest flash of inner thigh.

Or maybe it’s because he never expected the first time he touched a woman again to be with this hand, but here he is, pressing his metal fingers up between her legs, rubbing at her through the thin material of her pants. She’s so warm, and he wants to touch her with the fingers that contain actual nerve endings, wants to put his face there and taste.

It’s been so long and he feels like some primal part of him is waking back up, and she is the perfect partner to direct all of this energy towards, he thinks. No feelings, no emotion, just a need. An itch to be scratched. And no need for either of them to hold back.

“If only they vibrated,” he says lowly, surprising himself with the joke. He’s come to terms with his prosthetic, mostly, but this is new and Sylvie doesn’t make him feel self-conscious about it in the slightest.

He keeps rubbing at her with firm presses of his fingertips, noting every tiny reaction she gives in return. His own cock is twitching to life in his jeans and it’s all so thrilling that he has to take a breath as he looks over at her, watching her nipples tighten beneath her shirt.

“We’re here,” the driver declares, perhaps louder than necessary, and Bucky pulls his hand away smoothly and gets out of the cab, paying the driver and tipping him well before sending him off with a lazy salute.

They’re relatively calm as they enter the building, but once they’re in the elevator, Bucky turns to press her against the side of it, perhaps a little harder than he would any other woman, and kisses her again as he reaches down with his good hand to press it between her legs, feeling how hot and damp she is. He almost forgot how good it feels to have a woman react to him, and he cups her tightly between her legs as he slides his lips along her jaw, letting her feel the scrape of stubble against her skin before he kisses her neck.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylvie makes it clear that she will not tolerate being treated as if she were soft and breakable, but Bucky had no intention of doing so anyway. Still, he lets himself be pushed and ignores the split second of his hindbrain yelling at him to fight back, because that isn’t what this is.

Her knee comes up between his legs and Bucky lets out a strangled sound because it’s been so long that it feels nearly unfamiliar, and he stares down at her with a heated, hungry gaze, eyes dark and chest heaving.

When the elevator opens, Bucky bends his knees to put his prosthetic arm under her ass and lift her, urging her legs around his waist as he leads them down the hall. He remembers which door is hers and resists the urge to plow through it, instead holding her up easily with one arm as he pats at her pockets with his free hand.

“Keys,” he growls out, giving up on his search to lean in and kiss at her neck again, letting his teeth scrape lightly against her skin, biting just above her collarbone as he squeezes at her ass with metal fingers.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-23 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylvie shows her teeth and for some strange reason, it puts Bucky at ease. They’re both so fucked up, displaced after decades of nothing but violence, and Bucky knows that he doesn’t have to worry about being gentlemanly, doesn’t have to hold himself back in fear of hurting her.

He doesn’t have to think, and it’s a very particular kind of relief.

She’s wild against him, squeezing his hips between strong thighs, and when she bites his lip, the pain sends a spark of adrenaline through him. Sex was never like this for him before, but he’s realizing that he likes it. Perhaps he’s so used to fighting that he likes it a little bit in this, too.

A sound like a growl spills out of him and he turns to press Sylvie back against the door, kissing her deeply, licking into her mouth as he reaches between them to tug open the button on her pants. Without preamble, without having to stop and check, he slides his good hand into her pants, down into her underwear, pressing them against the hot, wet core of her.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-25 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
The bite sends another jolt of pleasure through him, and maybe later he’ll have to sit down and mull over what that means, but for now he just rolls with it. He knows that he means nothing to Sylvie, and that’s fine. It’s good, even. He can’t disappoint someone that he means nothing to, can’t be in debt to them. Can’t hurt them.

His jacket stays trapped around his wrist as he rubs at her clit, pinching it gently between his fingers just to see what kind of noise she’ll make.

Sylvie’s nails rake across his skin as she tries to drag his shirt off, and he pulls his hand from her pants only long enough to shed his jacket and shirt. It’s only then that he realizes that he hasn’t let anyone not involved with making his prosthetic see him without a shirt, and he’s self-conscious for a moment before he remembers. She doesn’t care.

So, Bucky pulls his hands away from her, letting her prop herself up with those strong thighs around his waist as he pulls her shirt over her head. He tosses it aside as he wraps his arms around her and kisses her again, nipping more sharply at her lip as he carries her across the room to the sofa. On the way, he unhooks her bra in a way that feels smooth and practiced, even though it’s been decades since he’s done it.

As he tips her back onto the sofa, he pulls the bra away and flings it aside, letting his eyes trail over her body hungrily. She’s beautiful, but he doesn’t say it because surely she knows that already, and she isn’t here for compliments.

So instead, Bucky undoes her pants and tugs them down along with her underwear, working the garments off of her feet until she’s naked and he can lean over her, kissing her again as he returns his fingers between her legs. She’s wet and hot and Bucky rubs at the slick lips of her cunt before pressing his middle finger into her, working it in and out a few times before adding a second and crooking them up and pressing in hard against the spongey spot one of his earlier, less demure girlfriends taught him about.

If he’s only here for one thing, he might as well make it as good as he can.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-25 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
They pull at each other with the sort of frantic desperation that Bucky has only encountered in his dalliances with men. There, the desperation was to quell a thirst without being caught, without acknowledging out loud what they were doing, to get it over with and go on their way.

This is desperation, but it isn’t like that. There is so shame here, no fear. Just two people who need to be touched, to spend some time feeling something other than everything else, and while Bucky knows that he can’t completely let his guard down with Sylvie, not with how mercurial she is, he hopes that this can just be good for both of them.

He kneels over her and kisses at her neck, biting like she had done to him, and places his cool metal hand over her breast, squeezing gently without thinking much about it. Once he realizes what he’s done, he pulls his hand away wordlessly, a little awkwardly, and works the fingers inside of her a little harder as if in apology.

He hasn’t had sex since he lost his arm, and he finds that he doesn’t really know what to do with it. He assumes that most people wouldn’t want to be touched intimately with a cold hand that could easily crush bone.

When her hand slides into his open jeans to grab at him through his underwear, he can’t help the strangled groan that he lets out. It’s been so long, and he’s so hard that he’s aching, so he reaches back with his prosthetic to shove his jeans and underwear down over his hips, feeling his cock spring free and brush against the soft inside of her thigh.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-25 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Her reaction makes Bucky huff out a breath that he hadn't realized he'd been holding, and when she grabs his metal hand to return it where it had been, his breath hitches and his arousal only grows. He doesn't mean anything to her, and he knows that. But she has done him a kindness, whether she knows it or not.

Bucky kisses her again, deep and messy as his cool thumb glides over her stiff nipple. He can't feel much with this hand, but he can sense the heat of her skin, how soft it is, and most importantly: how she twitches with pleasure when he pinches her nipple and gives it a little tug.

Sylvie grabs at his cock without a moment's hesitation, without acting prim or demure or clueless. She knows what she wants and she takes it in her fist, and Bucky finds that he likes that very much. It saves him a world of trouble.

He kisses his way down her neck, dragging his beard along her skin and over her breast, over her nipple, and he pulls it into his mouth, between his teeth, grunting with it held between them as she strokes at his cock.

Suddenly, he pulls his fingers free and uses his hand to press her thighs open wider, staring down at her wet, pink cunt as he pushes her hand away to take hold of his cock, feeling slightly crazed as he positions the head at her entrance and rolls his hips, gasping as he presses into her, burying himself to the hilt with one smooth thrust.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-26 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky hasn't been inside of another person since he was given the serum, and he has to take a moment to just breathe in deep and process the effect that it has on his heightened senses. It's nearly overwhelming, but he swallows hard and stares down at her, baring his teeth as she pulls on his hair.

He isn't used to feeling such adrenaline not during a fight, and he's once again relieved that this first time is with her, someone who can handle him when he feels a little out of control.

Swallowing hard, he reaches up with his good hand to brace it against the arm of the sofa, leaning in to give her another hard kiss as he starts to fuck her with deep, rolling thrusts, pulling nearly all the way out and pushing back in fast just to appreciate how it feels to sink into her, and how it sends his nerves alight.

She feels so good, but he doesn't tell her because she knows already. He's just glad that he settles into a rhythm quickly, panting against her mouth and biting at her bottom lip. If he were bad in bed, he's not sure that Sylvie would ever let him live it down.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-26 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
When she pushes at him and yanks at his hair, there's a very brief moment where Bucky wonders if she's changed her mind somehow, in the middle of everything, but that isn't the case. She pushes and pulls and he goes where she puts him, because he has no reason not to, not when what he gets in return is the sight of her sinking down onto his cock.

They moan together, his hands tight on her hips as she pulls at his hair, and he puts his prosthetic hand at the small of her back to brace her as they move together, letting the other slide up to cup one of her breasts, squeezing and tugging at her nipple.

The sound that their bodies make as they meet is obscene, a wet slapping that sounds like a fist meeting skin only better, so much better, and Bucky lets out a low groan as he reaches up to push her hair back from her face, cupping the back of her neck to drag her in for a kiss that's as filthy as the sounds they're making, tongues meeting slickly as he thrusts up into her hard enough to jolt her body in his grip.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-27 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
"Fuck," he pants out against her mouth, toes curling against the carpet as she bounces in his lap with a wild sort of abandon. There is no tenderness here, no affection or warmth, but that's okay. Better than okay, actually. Bucky would not know how to handle tenderness, he doesn't think. He doesn't deserve it.

But this, the two of them moving together like animals, with no purpose other than to satisfy an urge? That he can handle.

She grabs his prosthetic hand and Bucky is once again struck by how she isn't wary of it at all, even knowing what it can do, and that's before she shoves it down between her legs. Bucky groans, able to feel slick wet heat against his metal fingertips, sliding down until he can feel where his cock is pressing into her over and over.

When she breaks away from the kiss, Bucky makes his way along her jaw instead, biting and licking as he holds her by the back of her neck and rubs at her clit with quick, hard little circles. His grip of the back of her neck eases and he presses his hand between her shoulder blades instead, not wanting her to feel like she's being pinned down.

"I wanna feel you come," he says against her ear, low and raspy and ending with a gasp. He kisses her neck and then bites harder than he's dared before, dragging his tongue over the spot to soothe the sting, tilting his hips and thrusting up hard as he drags her down onto his thick cock, over and over again, like they've gone wild.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-27 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
She laughs but it seems to be a satisfied sound, and Bucky is glad for that. If he can please even her, he must be doing something right.

He switches from his fingertips to the pad of his thumb, rubbing in quick little circles, more quickly than any human could. His other hand clutches at her hip, and he watches her breasts bounce as she works herself on his cock. It’s intoxicating and he thinks if it weren’t for the serum, he would have come by now.

But now he has stamina in all things, including this, so he just moans as she scratches him and thrusts up into her, trying to get just the right angle to hit that little spot inside of her.

Eventually he curls his arms around her and lifts her easily, as if she were weightless, and twists until she’s underneath him again, on her back as he shoves his cock back into her, snapping his hips hard against her, angling then up to try and find that spot that will drive her wild.

His metal fingertips return to her clit and he rubs in time with his quick, deep thrusts, groaning as he drops his face to the juncture of her neck and shoulder and bites down.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-28 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
When Sylvie comes, Bucky feels a surge of pride and an unexpected wave of relief. It takes him a moment, but he thinks he gets it. He's still good at this, good at something from before, and it feels a little like he's gotten some tiny piece of himself back. It's something that was only his, something those assholes couldn't take from him, and it feels good.

Bucky works her through it, tipping his head down to open his mouth against hers because he wants to feel the sounds that she makes, swallow them whole. Once she seems to relax, Bucky slows his thrusts a little and slides his fingers away from her clit, gripping her hip instead.

"Do you like to be fucked after you come?" Bucky asks in a low, breathless voice, kissing along her jaw. He asks because he's curious, and he figures that she won't mind him being blunt. She isn't a girl that he has to drive home at the end of the night, naïve and easily scandalized. It's wonderfully refreshing compared to what he's used to.

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