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Sylvie Laufeydottir ([personal profile] the_variant) wrote2021-09-13 07:33 pm

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While Sylvie has given up trying to find a source of power for the TemPad, she hasn't given up trying to get out of this place. Everyone tells her it's impossible, but she has to believe they just aren't smart enough to manage it, that they've become complacent, comfortable, and don't bother trying. She isn't going to stop, though. She can't stop. The rest of these people don't understand just how important it is that she get back to the TVA.

Her current plan, besides anything she might be able to manage with Walter's help, is to find a thin spot in Darrow. They have to exist. If she can find one, she'll be able to leave, slip between worlds, find herself a proper source of power for the TemPad she has tucked in her jacket, and make the bloody thing work again so she can have some hope of undoing what she's done in the first place.

Although, no multiversal war has come to Darrow just yet, which she has to assume is a good thing.

Still, she's trying. Dressed in a pair of stretchy black jeans, black boots, and a deep green shirt beneath her black jacket, Sylvie has traced a source of power to downtown Darrow and realized a little too late that she's sensing some other powered person in this place rather than something that can actually help her get out of here.

Too late because she's inside a dance club. Too late because she's already in the crowd, the music pumping, bass pounding, drunken idiots stumbling around, feeling each other up in dark corners and on the dance floor. Some big guy is nearly humping some poor girl who looks like she's barely able to stand and Sylvie steps hard on his foot and puts herself between them, then shuffles the girl back off toward her friends. This isn't why she's here. She isn't some do-gooder hero like Loki tries to believe himself to be. She needs to get out.

The big guy looks confused, but simply turns to find someone else to dance with. Which is when he sidles up next to Sylvie. He's smaller than the other man, his hair is dark, pushed back from his face, which is pale, with sharp angles, hollowed cheekbones, and for just a second Sylvie's heart skips in her chest.

But then the features resolve. Become someone else. Attractive enough, but not the man she was hoping for in that moment. Her gaze flicks over him, unimpressed, and then she pushes past.

"Hey, wait," he says, grabbing her wrist. "That was really cool of you, helping that girl."

"Let go of me," Sylvie says, wrenching her wrist from his grasp. He backs off a few steps, holding his hands up, then disappears into the crowd. And that's when someone grabs her from behind. Big hands on her hips, a warm body pressed against her back. It's all under the guise of dancing, but Sylvie's not an idiot, and she can feel every bit of the intention in the move. Without thinking, she throws an elbow back and it slams hard into a man's nose. Then she turns and a green blast of energy flies from her hand to his chest, plowing him back through the crowd on the dance floor.

A few people protest, but even then, almost no one has even noticed what's happened.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-10 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
Well, that's interesting. Sylvie has just told him a lot with very few words, and the look she gives him tells him that she knows it. Bucky, while cautious in a way that he thinks will always linger, has no desire to exploit any of her weaknesses.

"Thor is a good man. I fought with him. Well, near him," Bucky amends with a small shrug, smiling a little. Still, he knew enough to admire the man, and enough to get chills when Steve called his hammer. "I heard his brother was a real piece of work. Didn't know he had a sister, though."

Bucky curls one hand loosely around Sylvie's waist and lifts her hand with his prosthetic, straightening up a bit as he does his best to recall the steps. Things like foxtrots and lindy hops are kind of buried under weaponry and combat skills, but he's happy to drag them back up. "Okay, follow my feet."

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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-19 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Uh, the one where he was an Avenger," Bucky tells her with a crooked smile. "Though I don't know if that narrows it down."

It's a bizarre conversation in an even more bizarre situation, but that's sort of who they are now. So far beyond normal, so why pretend?

"I'm sorry," he tells her sincerely, because he knows a little how she feels. His reality wasn't erased, no, but he was taken from it so suddenly, and had it taken from him as scientists played around with his brain.

Bucky lifts their joined hands and slowly turns Sylvie around underneath them before pulling her back in with a hand on her hip. "I know there's no good thing to say."
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-19 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
The comment feels very pointed, and Bucky doesn't know enough about the situation to have anything to say in return, so he doesn't. Instead, he just smirks at her and twirls her again, just to tease her.

"I don't know what my way is," Bucky admits as his hand returns to her hip, perhaps just a tiny bit lower than he initially dared, but still respectful. "I wasn't in control of myself for a very long time. Then I spent time making amends for things I did under that control. Now-- I'm not sure."

It's a big admission, and Bucky swallows hard and averts his gaze a bit, jaw working as he draws her in a bit closer. He hasn't been this close to a woman who wasn't trying to kill him in decades, but he knows that isn't off of the table with Sylvie, either. Perhaps that is part of the allure. They're both damaged, both unable to let their guards down and somehow, in that regard, they are safe with one another. Safe in that they both know that they aren't safe and probably never will be, not after the lives they've led.

It's that mutual understanding that makes Bucky's hand tighten a little around her hip as he looks down at her face, brow quirked curiously. "What do you do when revenge isn't an option?"
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-20 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
"So, your advice is to plan for a revenge that I can't carry out, and won't make me feel better anyway," Bucky says flatly, chuckling a bit as he turns them in a circle. They're doing the dance at a glacial pace, but it isn't like they're being graded on it.

"Sounds like maybe we both need to find new ways to pass the time," he tells her, breathing in as his arm slides more securely around Sylvie's waist, tugging her in more closely and looking down at her face, just inches from his.

"This is where I'd flip you back over my arm," he tells her, smirking a little as he wrinkles his nose. "But I figure that isn't something that I should try to do without warning."
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-20 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
“And I thought I was old,” Bucky says with a click of his tongue. He feels exhausted after a century of life. He can’t even imagine a millennium of one.

She doesn’t pull away, despite her tone, and Bucky wonders if maybe he’s imagining the way that she’s looking at him, like she’s sizing him up. Like maybe she’s considering something.

It makes Bucky’s mouth go a little dry, because he isn’t sure that he’d mind being, well, considered. Even if it’s been so long that he isn’t even sure that he’d know what to do with her.

“Duly noted. No flips,” Bucky tells her, chuckling a little as he looks down at her face, one hand spanning the curve of her hip. He lets go and brings Slyvie’s other hand down between them, keeping it cradled in the cool metal of his prosthetic as he makes a show of leaning over to kiss the back of her hand.

“I’ll just thank you for the dance then,” he says as he straightens up and lets her go. “Because somehow I’ve managed not to get punched since I got here. It’s kind of a record for me and I’d hate to break it. Especially with my dick.”
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-21 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
For a moment, Bucky is stunned. He’s usually quick on his feet, but that’s in battle. This is something else, something he hasn’t had any part of in almost a century.

“Uh, not usually, no,” Bucky says with a huff of laughter, grinning as he reaches up to cover Sylvie’s hand with his own. He’s met his fair share of bold women, and he’s been propositioned more than once since he’s regained control over himself, but he never took anyone up on it.

Until now, perhaps? Bucky Barnes, flustered at the prospect of sex. Steve would be laughing his ass off if he were here.

But he isn’t.

“People were more repressed back in my dancing days,” Bucky tells her as he lifts her hand back to his shoulder and moves in closer to her. “Getting laid took a lot of time and effort, usually.”

He rests his prosthetic hand on her hip again, tipping his head and biting his lip as he looks at her face. He used to be so good at this. Maybe he can be again.

“Do you have a need?” He asks in a low voice, feeling a little overwhelmed but in a good way, he thinks. This whole sex thing has been hanging over his head and maybe this would be the best way to take care of it. Sylvie wouldn’t expect anything from him after, and he wouldn’t have to be quite so careful.

“Because I’m more than willing to take you to the picture show and buy you dinner. Lend you my coat if you get cold and whisper in your ear,” Bucky assures her, laughing a little as his hand spans the width of her lower back. “But I gotta say, I think I like your way better.”
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-21 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
That’s another clue to the mystery of Sylvie, one that Bucky files away as not urgent. She had someone, maybe. Bucky has no interest in trying to find out more, but he’s glad to know that maybe she wasn’t completely alone, all that time.

Bucky never had anyone who mattered, not like that. He’s been with women and also some men, and he thinks that maybe he might have been a little in love with Steve in ways that stayed unexamined until it was too late, but that’s it.

He had a lot of fun in his youth, whenever and wherever he can, and then went almost a century with no real fun at all.

Maybe that’s why his breath hitches when she pushes him back against the wall, because it’s been so long since anyone touched him like this at all. For a split second he tenses on instinct, because when people are this close to him, it usually isn’t for any good reason, but he relaxes as she presses up onto her toes, lips parting as her face comes to close to his.

He doesn’t trust Sylvie, not really, but that’s okay because he assumes that it’s mutual. Trust doesn’t come easily to either of them, but this doesn’t have to be about anything other than what it is. Satisfying a need.

“I can take care of it,” Bucky assures her in a gravelly voice, because he might be a bit rusty, but he was good at this. Good at dancing, good at fighting, good at fucking. When it comes to moving his body, he knows what to do.

He slides his good hand down the length of Sylvie’s slim back, down to just above the curve of her backside, and tugs her in against him, staring at her as their mouths brush.

This is what he was hoping for when he accepted the date tonight. He wanted a release, something that would temporarily ease the pain of being alive and aware, and maybe it didn’t go down like he thought it would, but this is better.

His mouth meets hers and suddenly he feels so hungry, nearly overwhelmed with desire now that he’s had the smallest taste of pleasure after so very long. He kisses her harder and wraps his good arm around her waist, tugging her in closer as he licks into her mouth.

Yeah, this is better.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
It’s a hungry kiss, and that’s good. Bucky doesn’t know if he has the capacity within him to be gentle, not right now. Not this time.

He laughs breathlessly at her demand, only because he was about to say the same. It’s then that he realizes just how much his distrust of others held him back in New York. He scrolled through the apps, found willing partners, but he could never go through with it. Too many what ifs.

What if they knew who he really was? What if they held a grudge?

But hardly anyone here knows who he was, or what he did. Sylvie has no reason to harbor resentment toward him, that he knows of at least, and if she wanted to hurt him, there would be easier ways to do it.

She doesn’t seem the type to kill for fun, and Bucky has no plans to try and stand in her way.

“Fine,” he says before giving her another biting kiss, nipping lightly at her bottom lip before taking her hand and leading her away from the brick wall, extending his hand up to hail a cab. “But I want to get there fast.”
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
When she takes his prosthetic hand between her own, it surprises Bucky a little. No one has ever touched it with any sort of intimacy, and he’s surprised to feel a tiny shiver of pleasure as her fingertip taps at the inside of his hand.

“Yeah, Shuri’s incredible,” Bucky says a bit dazedly, staring down at their hands as he curls his fingers experimentally. “Uh, a little. Enough to know how hard I need to grip or pull. Comes in handy in a fight.”

Because that’s all he used it for, really. But he is aware of sensations, vaguely. He isn’t sure how it works, but he can feel the difference between hold and cold, between rough concrete and a dog’s fur. And now this, fingers tapping delicately at his palm.

Yeah, Shuri is amazing. He feels the need to thank her all over again.

“I haven’t—- not since.” He curls his metal fingers over her hand instead of finishing the sentence, and perhaps to prove to them both that there isn’t anything to worry about when it comes to his hand. Yes, he could lift a car with it and his serum-enhanced strength combined, but he knows how to be gentle with it if he needs. He can touch a flower without bruising the petals, and he can do the same to a woman.

Almost out curiosity more than anything else, Bucky pulls his hand away to rest it against the inside of Sylvie’s thigh, slowly dragging it up and down and feeling the heat of her through the metal, which must feel cool to her, far cooler than a human hand.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylvie’s boldness shouldn’t surprise him, given what he’s come to know about her, but he still feels a bit of a shock when she drags his hand up between her legs right there in the back of the cab. For a moment, it makes Bucky feel like a teenager again, bright eyed and excited by the barest flash of inner thigh.

Or maybe it’s because he never expected the first time he touched a woman again to be with this hand, but here he is, pressing his metal fingers up between her legs, rubbing at her through the thin material of her pants. She’s so warm, and he wants to touch her with the fingers that contain actual nerve endings, wants to put his face there and taste.

It’s been so long and he feels like some primal part of him is waking back up, and she is the perfect partner to direct all of this energy towards, he thinks. No feelings, no emotion, just a need. An itch to be scratched. And no need for either of them to hold back.

“If only they vibrated,” he says lowly, surprising himself with the joke. He’s come to terms with his prosthetic, mostly, but this is new and Sylvie doesn’t make him feel self-conscious about it in the slightest.

He keeps rubbing at her with firm presses of his fingertips, noting every tiny reaction she gives in return. His own cock is twitching to life in his jeans and it’s all so thrilling that he has to take a breath as he looks over at her, watching her nipples tighten beneath her shirt.

“We’re here,” the driver declares, perhaps louder than necessary, and Bucky pulls his hand away smoothly and gets out of the cab, paying the driver and tipping him well before sending him off with a lazy salute.

They’re relatively calm as they enter the building, but once they’re in the elevator, Bucky turns to press her against the side of it, perhaps a little harder than he would any other woman, and kisses her again as he reaches down with his good hand to press it between her legs, feeling how hot and damp she is. He almost forgot how good it feels to have a woman react to him, and he cups her tightly between her legs as he slides his lips along her jaw, letting her feel the scrape of stubble against her skin before he kisses her neck.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-22 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylvie makes it clear that she will not tolerate being treated as if she were soft and breakable, but Bucky had no intention of doing so anyway. Still, he lets himself be pushed and ignores the split second of his hindbrain yelling at him to fight back, because that isn’t what this is.

Her knee comes up between his legs and Bucky lets out a strangled sound because it’s been so long that it feels nearly unfamiliar, and he stares down at her with a heated, hungry gaze, eyes dark and chest heaving.

When the elevator opens, Bucky bends his knees to put his prosthetic arm under her ass and lift her, urging her legs around his waist as he leads them down the hall. He remembers which door is hers and resists the urge to plow through it, instead holding her up easily with one arm as he pats at her pockets with his free hand.

“Keys,” he growls out, giving up on his search to lean in and kiss at her neck again, letting his teeth scrape lightly against her skin, biting just above her collarbone as he squeezes at her ass with metal fingers.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-23 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Sylvie shows her teeth and for some strange reason, it puts Bucky at ease. They’re both so fucked up, displaced after decades of nothing but violence, and Bucky knows that he doesn’t have to worry about being gentlemanly, doesn’t have to hold himself back in fear of hurting her.

He doesn’t have to think, and it’s a very particular kind of relief.

She’s wild against him, squeezing his hips between strong thighs, and when she bites his lip, the pain sends a spark of adrenaline through him. Sex was never like this for him before, but he’s realizing that he likes it. Perhaps he’s so used to fighting that he likes it a little bit in this, too.

A sound like a growl spills out of him and he turns to press Sylvie back against the door, kissing her deeply, licking into her mouth as he reaches between them to tug open the button on her pants. Without preamble, without having to stop and check, he slides his good hand into her pants, down into her underwear, pressing them against the hot, wet core of her.
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[personal profile] semi_stable 2021-10-25 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
The bite sends another jolt of pleasure through him, and maybe later he’ll have to sit down and mull over what that means, but for now he just rolls with it. He knows that he means nothing to Sylvie, and that’s fine. It’s good, even. He can’t disappoint someone that he means nothing to, can’t be in debt to them. Can’t hurt them.

His jacket stays trapped around his wrist as he rubs at her clit, pinching it gently between his fingers just to see what kind of noise she’ll make.

Sylvie’s nails rake across his skin as she tries to drag his shirt off, and he pulls his hand from her pants only long enough to shed his jacket and shirt. It’s only then that he realizes that he hasn’t let anyone not involved with making his prosthetic see him without a shirt, and he’s self-conscious for a moment before he remembers. She doesn’t care.

So, Bucky pulls his hands away from her, letting her prop herself up with those strong thighs around his waist as he pulls her shirt over her head. He tosses it aside as he wraps his arms around her and kisses her again, nipping more sharply at her lip as he carries her across the room to the sofa. On the way, he unhooks her bra in a way that feels smooth and practiced, even though it’s been decades since he’s done it.

As he tips her back onto the sofa, he pulls the bra away and flings it aside, letting his eyes trail over her body hungrily. She’s beautiful, but he doesn’t say it because surely she knows that already, and she isn’t here for compliments.

So instead, Bucky undoes her pants and tugs them down along with her underwear, working the garments off of her feet until she’s naked and he can lean over her, kissing her again as he returns his fingers between her legs. She’s wet and hot and Bucky rubs at the slick lips of her cunt before pressing his middle finger into her, working it in and out a few times before adding a second and crooking them up and pressing in hard against the spongey spot one of his earlier, less demure girlfriends taught him about.

If he’s only here for one thing, he might as well make it as good as he can.

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